crush.....................................................................?

dont know if anyone reads this but its ok its just an avenue for me to talk to myself anyway i miss being in love

need for human connection > everything else

now i see that nokias slogan is pretty witty because everyone longs to create relationships with people (people they like, that is) its not about being desperate or anything of the sort but having someone to talk to everyday, makes life a bit more lively. even if conversations dont last long they are still conversations and at least there is the connection between two people

i dont really get what im talking myself shit man i need to go for some english course or something you know now theres like this speak good english movement or something? i should go see how i can express my thoughts into words better

anyhoo, i think we all need to talk to people or person i mean seriously ok maybe its just me who gets a kick out of seeing a new sms on my phone everytime but it makes life more......................................significant/romantic/personal

i these few days damn sickly i dont know why. maybe my time is running out. i missed my sec sch class bbq which turned to be damn fun apparently shit man should have gone but i was sick sian i dont want to miss work this saturday

james blunt is good. seriously. i dont really get why so many ppl think hes damn gay. ok me included but i just thought the same cos if i didn say he was gay, ppl would think im gay. hahhaa you get it, society

haha i have a lot of things to complain about. i am not living life with a positive attitude today because theres little to be positive about (actually there are but this post would lose its effect if i start to talk about the positive things)

1. went to sch late and got a warning letter which is pretty lame
2. might not be able to work after 11 anymore
3. friends all go do their own thing
4. library dont have book i wnated
5. took wrong bus
6. pig kidney soup taste like shit
7. sugar cane taste like water

more to come i think

ok im listening to alot of emo shit music ok im feeling really down now and i wanna blog. i mean how can i lose my ipod sia ok maybe its my fault for being too trusting of society or in other words, stupid, but like hey im just a kid man do i look rich? do i look like i am a ah beng and i should suffer such a fate? do i look like i can afford to buy another one?(actually i can just that it'll burn like a enormously huge gigantic hole in my wallet) and the thing is i lost it in the transit area. TRANSIT REST AREA are you reading this? REST AREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shuld have put it in my pocket or something but who likes to sleep with stuff in their pockets? but ok i hope the asshole who took it can at least get to appreciate my music cos they are actually not too bad haha. he better be hooked on stereophonics

and i lost my keys also which were in my coin purse i mean hey take ipod can alr la wanna take my poor man looking coin pouch? but i had alot of coins inside like i think up to 6-7 dollars of coins.

and im not feeling well :(:(:(:((:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( haha ok thats gay. sickness should not be whined about cos its annoying. but ok since im blogging i might as well talk about my day. ok hmmmmmmmmmmmm i worked as a security guard but i went to get a nat geo magazine(it was the sept issue but that was like the most interesting magazine ard so no choice) and burger king. in the morningi hung ard for a bit and lost my stuff and then had lunch with the nicest person in ogl at a quite not well known place

today has been a horrible day. horrible enough to make me want to blog. i lost my ipod, keys and im having a fever. some motherfucker decided that he wanted to make someone feel shitty so he took my ipod from right under me (literally) but ok credit to him/her since he/she succeeded.