could have been the world
some things may be erased but never replaced






if i could rewind, i would change my life

crush.....................................................................?

dont know if anyone reads this but its ok its just an avenue for me to talk to myself anyway i miss being in love

need for human connection > everything else

now i see that nokias slogan is pretty witty because everyone longs to create relationships with people (people they like, that is) its not about being desperate or anything of the sort but having someone to talk to everyday, makes life a bit more lively. even if conversations dont last long they are still conversations and at least there is the connection between two people

i dont really get what im talking myself shit man i need to go for some english course or something you know now theres like this speak good english movement or something? i should go see how i can express my thoughts into words better

anyhoo, i think we all need to talk to people or person i mean seriously ok maybe its just me who gets a kick out of seeing a new sms on my phone everytime but it makes life more......................................significant/romantic/personal

i these few days damn sickly i dont know why. maybe my time is running out. i missed my sec sch class bbq which turned to be damn fun apparently shit man should have gone but i was sick sian i dont want to miss work this saturday

james blunt is good. seriously. i dont really get why so many ppl think hes damn gay. ok me included but i just thought the same cos if i didn say he was gay, ppl would think im gay. hahhaa you get it, society

haha i have a lot of things to complain about. i am not living life with a positive attitude today because theres little to be positive about (actually there are but this post would lose its effect if i start to talk about the positive things)

1. went to sch late and got a warning letter which is pretty lame
2. might not be able to work after 11 anymore
3. friends all go do their own thing
4. library dont have book i wnated
5. took wrong bus
6. pig kidney soup taste like shit
7. sugar cane taste like water

more to come i think

ok im listening to alot of emo shit music ok im feeling really down now and i wanna blog. i mean how can i lose my ipod sia ok maybe its my fault for being too trusting of society or in other words, stupid, but like hey im just a kid man do i look rich? do i look like i am a ah beng and i should suffer such a fate? do i look like i can afford to buy another one?(actually i can just that it'll burn like a enormously huge gigantic hole in my wallet) and the thing is i lost it in the transit area. TRANSIT REST AREA are you reading this? REST AREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shuld have put it in my pocket or something but who likes to sleep with stuff in their pockets? but ok i hope the asshole who took it can at least get to appreciate my music cos they are actually not too bad haha. he better be hooked on stereophonics

and i lost my keys also which were in my coin purse i mean hey take ipod can alr la wanna take my poor man looking coin pouch? but i had alot of coins inside like i think up to 6-7 dollars of coins.

and im not feeling well :(:(:(:((:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( haha ok thats gay. sickness should not be whined about cos its annoying. but ok since im blogging i might as well talk about my day. ok hmmmmmmmmmmmm i worked as a security guard but i went to get a nat geo magazine(it was the sept issue but that was like the most interesting magazine ard so no choice) and burger king. in the morningi hung ard for a bit and lost my stuff and then had lunch with the nicest person in ogl at a quite not well known place

today has been a horrible day. horrible enough to make me want to blog. i lost my ipod, keys and im having a fever. some motherfucker decided that he wanted to make someone feel shitty so he took my ipod from right under me (literally) but ok credit to him/her since he/she succeeded.

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♥ shift work (7am-3pm/3pm-11pm)
♥ at least 4 weekdays + 1 weekend
♥ T3 opening ceremony shopping promotion
- Public - Spend $50 by VISA or $80 by any other means
- Transit - Spend $80 by VISA or $120 by any other means

= entitled to instant gift & lucky draw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ highly monotonous

♥ minimal thinking required
♥ travel on MRT for a total of 150mins daily

guarantee departure: 10 september 2008



usual price: satisfaction for retarded people
now: leonard tan's life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whats on my mind:

past courage becks takingbacksunday bestfriend propereducation football AIG bullettrain 4d 4d dota dragonknight nus olvl chinese woodlands fairfield dover football choy newzealand alps fuji fiji caymanislands kingsofconvenience i ipod irobot illusion pretty hot model car drive shaft dirt wheel headspin airbag hosipital baby neice adorable nephew isiah young fairfield tie football wanching elaine silas dota v mcdonalds cashback bus aspirehub kentridgepark playground birthday 19 18 17 16 sec4 fairfield study play play play play shit late play play slack 1dollar onerepublic stereophonics concert 28apr fortcanning pullthepin itmeansnothing maybetomorrow dakota ifihaventgotyou makemefeelliketheone home homeclub indie beer beer high tired vomit pee shit smoke why sleep tired dididoit letgo avril(sucks) aurevoirsimone luckyone backyardsofourneighbours caymanislands mp3 mp4 happybirthday fairfield tp ac tpbusiness jeremy amanda kelvin bedok 69 friend friend+ siglap clementi drive rain dover football epl rooney manutd ornamentalism v school tp 75mins apel 1days 500days 24 22 hamster kallang ubi clementi pleasantjourney hungry holiday toto lit priestsandparamedics forblueskies nationallibrary i chiangmai kids aids stars dxo mos corona esplanade walk singaporeriver sheesha viceroy kl lights chinatown jovreubviettoh crazydicks miss noreservations dsquared d v silent escape curfew busted time past present past fairfield tp airport ogl distance time money ntu nus hall bicycle home mouse blog words you hope release move future bright stupid smart cool fly phat rich poor love life live good healthy noregrets onelove everyonesgottabesomewhere yes strawberry swing fireworks over end

want to sleep in eternal bliss

a lot has happened, and is going to happen. lazy to list them all but life has been a bit more colorful with you in it. it has been, will continue to be my privilege. nothing else matters to me

i am a philanthropist to this nation

discipline =

studying instead of sleeping
studying instead of watching football
studying instead of watching olympics
studying instead of being online
studying instead of eating
studying instead of dreaming of winning lottery

the only saving grace is that i'll be closer to you unless big shit happens

it sucks when some (pretty huge chunks) of my notes are missing. i am of course not blaming any one cos theres noone to blame not even me. i may have misplaced it myself, or i may have lent it to someone and both of us lost track of it. its frustrating. lucky i can borrow from someone

↑ emotional investment → ↑ risk of getting hurt

emotional investment is not a choice.






i did not/dont have a choice







i may have been a fool







i may have been a genius

time flies pleasant (nauseating) journey 3

time flies pleasant journey 2

time flies pleasant journey

professional : one who is able to tie a knot on a cherry stalk using only their tongue

hi again i dont think anyone knows about this blog besides tatia since she linked me so hi tatia!

ok after reading my old blog and tatias blog i kinda feel like blogging again. kinda, which means this will probably last for about 2 days then i'll stop.

hm i dont know what to say so i think i'll just end here

ok after reading my old blog and tatias blog i kinda feel like blogging again. kinda, which means this will probably last for about 2 days then i'll stop.

hm i dont know what to say so i think i'll just end here

ok after reading my old blog and tatias blog i kinda feel like blogging again. kinda, which means this will probably last for about 2 days then i'll stop.

hm i dont know what to say so i think i'll just end here

ok after reading my old blog and tatias blog i kinda feel like blogging again. kinda, which means this will probably last for about 2 days then i'll stop.

hm i dont know what to say so i think i'll just end here